I appreciate your honesty and chronicling this journey. It's difficult to leave a belief system and re-think everything. I don't think that process ever ends. I wish you peace and the truth you seek in 2021, Tim. 😃
As someone who left the religion I grew up in (fairly late in life, in my late 20s), I know a bit of how you’re feeling. I’ve found way more freedom outside of the church than in it. 🙌